6). My Only Baby Boy in the Whole Wide World....

This book is also dedicated to my most handsomest baby boy in the whole wide world..... Joshua , also known as: Stormy, Joshie Pooh, J Dub, Brat, and some other sweet endearing nick names.....

He's a Virgo just like his Dad and I... I always thought because of that we would get along so famously like a Mother and a Son. But I tell you, we have had some shouting matches that are off the chart back in the day. I'm glad he's almost 19 in the next week and I hope he's outgrown the trick to knowing how to push Mom's buttons! He just likes to overlook what I'm doing, get into what I'm saying, dictate what I'm cooking. It just makes me more aware of how I do things, and how He does things. We do things a bit differently!!!! He's tall and has baby blue eyes just like mine. I'm not tall and when he hugs me, he's absolutely perfect to Hug! When I do get that I love you Mother, Son Hug. Oh MY..... I feel like I'm hugging my Dad, he's got that same shoulder width and the way he hugs. It's amazing, so I must be getting two hugs at once with Joshua. I just now this moment figured that out. Awwwwwwww.....
I also just learned a big thing about my Son Joshua in the past year, he's..... Got the biggest heart ever! Looks out for other people before himself, No lie..... He loves a beautiful face because his old girlfriend, she was drop dead georgeous. So, I give him big Kudo's to his love of a pretty face, but they need more than that... I think alot of men don't see beyond a pretty face sometimes and I don't want him to fall into that .... Joshua is brilliant... Knows so much I think he's the smartest almost 19 year old that I know. He just got accepted into Avaitaion School and I could not be more proud. I think he just wanted to take a break between High School and a Higher Education. I can now breathe easy because he even got a job today. Great things can only come your way my sweet son Joshua. My Only Baby Boy in the Whole Wide World. I love you so much and am so happy we are now enjoying the Mother, Son relationship and I feel bad we wasted a little bit of time arguing all the dang time. I know you will be a Great Husband and Great Father one day. Your Dad is a wonderful example of what a great Dad is and I hope you feel the same about Mom. Yeah, I'm a bit crazy at times, but I'm living life and I want you to do the same baby boy.... No matter how old you get, You will always be my baby boy.. So just so the Future wife knows that! Hee hee... On your wedding day I'm going to give you Butterfly kisses.... I miss the staring contests we would have when you were little and I would kiss you goodnight. You always wanted to win. You make me laugh Joshua! I adore you and feel so blessed with a Sassy Boy.... Sassy boys get what they want out of life!
I love you more than a trillion I love you's I can say...... I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.. That's a start!!!
NEVER ENOUGH I LOVE YOU'S TO ALL MY BABIES....... XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

© Kiki LaFleur-Wilson